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Monday, March 28, 2016
Day 128 - Saturday, March 26, 2016
"Never get so busy making a living that you forget to make a life."
My direct deposit hit my account so the first thing I did this morning was get up and pay the bills. There was almost nothing left by the time it was over but at least the top priorities were taken care of.
After the bills were paid, I took my son to get a haircut and I got my eyebrows arched. Every time my son gets this particular style refreshed, it forces me to realize how much he is growing up to be a handsome and loving young man. I love him.
The friend who I let spend the night with me the other day has really been acting up lately. We got into a pretty heated argument via text because I doubt he would be brave enough to say the things he said over the phone or face to face. I'm not trying to be funny, but I strongly believe that a lot of men of this generation has serious mental issues. Is it because of the food like Dr. Sebi says? Or are they crack babies? I don't know but they are really running rampant. You have to pay close attention and do not dismiss your suspicions in order to catch it. I even believe that Anthony has mental issues. He is a crack baby or some sort of drug.
Well, my friend was carrying on and talking about how he has problems and no one is there for him and all of this other garbage. I reminded him that he never disclosed what the issue was so I assumed it was nothing serious or he just wasn't ready to talk. I still messaged him every few hours to check on him and told him if he needed anything to let me know.
This bitch is crazy! Yes, he is! And I have to say it that way for you to get the picture. He has some deep-rooted issues of self-esteem and self-love that have absolutely nothing to do with me. He was a troubled team and now he's a more disguised troubled adult. I mean, he is ugly, but that doesn't matter to real people such as myself. Besides, I'm not trying to be with him. But he's the type of person who gets mad at everyone else because of the way he looks instead of embracing it and working on the thing he can control, his character.
He blamed me for not being there for him and said I always put him down. He said that he always helps me and take the time to listen to my problems. Bullshit! I had to let him know that he doesn't even know my problems! The only thing I ever told him was that I have trouble sleeping and I have nightmares. Now, if he thinks those are my problems he is a damn fool. And I never put him down. I always call him a king. When I asked him how I out him down he said that I told him he doesn't love himself.
Once again, that was bullshit. I told him, as I tell everyone, including myself, "you need to love yourself more." I always preach self-love. That's the key to everything. I even told him many times that everyday I work hard at loving myself more. If he loved himself more he wouldn't be blaming outside sources for everything that goes wrong in his life. He said how do I know he wasn't suicidal. I said I don't know because you never expressed those things. I said my babysitting days are over. I'm not begging anyone to tell me shit. I'm not digging into anyone else's problems if they don't freely tell me because I am nose deep in my own. Yes, I am always willing and available to help. I am just no longer interested in digging to find out. So, I ended the conversation by telling him I love him but he needs to fuck off! I didn't respond any further. I have my own problems.
So, after a day of throwing my hard earned money into the filthy paws of bill collectors I decided to do something I hadn't done in a while. Walk on the beach with my cuddle bug. I took my meds and loaded up the car and headed to the beach around 8:00 pm. He brought his toy Swiss army knife and a book. I brought a huge quilt and a REAL knife just in case anything happened.
We walked the shores for an hour or so as I watched my son run free. That is how I love to see him. In his natural state with no boundaries just exploring God's land. That is why it is my dream to live in the woods or somewhere like Dr. Sebi. I want to be free with nature. You can keep the cars and fancy clothes. I don't need it. I don't want to work until I am of age to retire. I just want to be free and live off of my own land.
After our walk, we found a large stack of beach chairs that the city ties down and night and are available for rental in the morning. Cuddle Bug and I climbed the stack and cuddled close under the blanket. I laid my head on his shoulder as he read his book to me and I drifted in and out of sleep. When I woke up, I took my phone out so we could watch "Jungle Book" on Netflix together. I used to read and watch Jungle Book as a child. The new version was pretty good also.
We left the beach around four in the morning and my son said he had a great time. We definitely have to do that more often.
I have come across a lot of information concerning whether or not HIV is related to AIDS. Or whether or not it is a scam, etc. as pointed out to me by one of my readers. So, I finally got around to looking into it. The link that got my attention the most was the link on Facebook that I am about to share below. It basically says HIV/AIDS is a hoax. Malnutrition and AntiRetroViral medications are what kill you.
This caught my attention because I never started feeling badly until I began the medication. Also, the article states that the medication weakens your immune system by making your body dependent on the drugs instead of its own power. That also explains why they say you can NEVER stop taking the meds. That makes a lot of sense to me. So, I have decided to discontinue the meds after my next appointment because I don't want my body to be dependent on anything outside of itself. This shit is so scary man. Words can't begin to explain...
Here is the link and snapshot of the post:
There are several other sources to look into concerning this matter. As for me, at this very moment, I have made up my mind to quit while I am just in the beginning stages. I would really like to hear back from my readers who are currently on medication or have been on medication concerning this issue. What do you think after reading this? Please advise.
This article speaks against the belief that HIV is a hoax. It basically says that denying the existence of HIV has caused millions of deaths and will continue to do so if people don't start accepting its reality.
This article basically states that AIDS propagandists cannot tolerate anyone questioning their "scientific" theories. They're not exactly scientific if they can't stand up to a little questioning, are they? It also talks about the fact that HIV testing is unreliable and gives out false results all the time. It emphasizes the fact that the Western Blot diagnostic test isn't worth a fart.