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I also crave chocolate chip cookies and french fries a lot. It's not easy changing your diet and I don't want to lead anyone to believe so. Especially with the aromas of all sorts of tasty foods constantly flowing around you or billboards on the streets. There's temptation. But as time goes by, if you keep fighting and reduce the number of slip ups, the desire may be there, but the taste for it leaves.
Certain foods don't even taste the same to me anymore. Maybe because I know they are not even foods. They are binders and acidic chemicals. My taste buds are changing. Eventually, I begin to lose the taste for them. I am well on my way now but I am aware that I am not all the way there yet. Maybe if I had an in house chef it would be easier. That's the one thing I would get if I ever became rich...a personal chef! I'd be the healthiest person ever. Lol. Just the thought makes me laugh.
Maybe, just maybe, I am meant to GIVE it and NOT RECEIVE it. That's what I'm starting to realize. At this present moment, I am fine with that.
I miss my son while I'm at work.
When I got home, my son told me that he thinks he's spoiled. All I could do was smile. Poor baby doesn't know any better. He's just loved. Not spoiled. My little sweetie pie.
One of my coworkers said I'm starting to get a pudge in my tummy. I'm not going to mention the pudges all over her body, including the back of her knees. Lol. Let me stop being bad, because she is right. The Genvoya medication had been causing me to get belly fat. And it doesn't help that it leaves me with almost no energy to go to the gym. I'll figure it out though.
Every where I look I see the promotion of being down for your man. I am so tired of that. And women are falling for it while the men are pushing it. Do you know what that means? Do you even give thought to the things you regurgitate? You do NOT have to be down for your man. You can stand BY him. But to be down for him is foolishness. Why? Because that's the reason why men no longer know their places. They wanted to be treated like a queen and still considered to be the head of the household. That is ridiculous.
There are wayyy too many men being supported by women. There are wayyy too many men living in a woman's home. There are way too many men driving women's cars. There are wayyy too many men eating women's groceries and borrowing money from them. And these are the same men who are cheating on them with the ASSistance of these same "down women."
A down woman will always stay down if she continues to allow "men" to use them as foot stools. Look at Dwayne Wade. His down woman stuck with him through school, gave him beautiful children, stood by him while he pursued his dreams and made it to the NBA. And what did he give her in return? Public humiliation and his ass to kiss! Now he left her and married a super star actress who has no children.
The shame. If she never stayed down for him it wouldn't be so bad. It would have just been a failed relationship. But now she is STILL DOWN and out by herself. She has to pull herself up by her lonesome while he skates on smoothly and is loved in the public eye.
My point is, ladies, we have to love ourselves more and let a man be a man. Let him fight his own battles. Stop fighting for them. Stop looking for jobs for them. Yes, you can help with the resume, but let him do the footwork and the hard stuff. They need to earn the title of a "man." Women of today do more manly stuff than actual men do. We are the providers. We are the protectors. We are the foundation. And they are just dick and complaints for the most part. Not ALL men, but a lot of them. Men need to know their place and play their roles. Maybe less would turn out gay that way. Women have made these men to accustomed to being taken care of and plating the domestic role that half of them don't even know how to change the oil or a tire on a car. But I do.
I came home from work and the place felt like a whole new home since I cleaned up and my neighbor got me the new furniture. The ambiance is peaceful and relaxing. Every time I walk in, I light a scented candle or incense and just exhale. Ahhh...
How do you show appreciation without leading someone on? Especially if you know that person likes you? Is it possible to show appreciation to someone who likes you without them thinking you like them back? Ugh! I have no time for the high school B.S. I am just grateful.
My friend who spent the night at my house the other day was so sweet when I first began talking to him. Respectful, kind, and considerate. Now, it just seems like he's on a mission. He wants me and he has made it his goal to get me. I find myself playing defense and damage control far more than I find myself enjoying his company or being myself. That's why I only like to have him over when I am ready to go to bed and just need help getting to sleep. It leaves no room for conversation. I know how to put guys in the friend zone very well. But my question is, how the heck can I get myself placed in the friend zone as well?! Lol. I don't want to be a potential partner to anyone right now.